I know i can bear myself with all this kind of thing. Lots of enigma* around me recently. But my tenacity still able to control. Next week, i'm starting my precious holidays with family. I hope all this * can be solved and i can start new life and back to old myself.

Easy saying, i'm trying but i'm not hoping. I must trying for something but i'm not hoping to be given my intended requisite. All depends on fate and failure for something not meaning devastation for my life. Life must go on.

Trying to walk to the better future.