Able to breathe again. I need rest. Last two weeks seem the busiest week in this semester. Lot of things must be completed before the dateline. Couldn't sleep for two days just for English report.

Also, busy with the preparation with my first lecture in this semester. I'm happy that i able to do it again after a long retirement. I spent most of the time this week just to doing preparation. Ya, good preparation is must to give my best during lecture. But the difference is I'm teaching just one subject which is math.

About my lecture, I'm happy to see lots of student have a spirit to gain knowledge.Willing to come is a great contribution to me.Keep asking and doing till all the problems solved. Attended by around 20 students come from Microe, Electronic and System E. Thanks for coming. Hope benefits to all of us.

Always thinking where i do meet him/her before?Its become frequent now.I don't know why, but it happens lately. Seem that i keeping losing old memories. Anyone, please help me! 

We all Muslim meet again with the holy month Ramadhan. As a Muslim, i'm really happy, of course. But, i feel sad, too. Because, i not able to celebrate Ramadhan with my family around me. Insyaa Allah, just 2 days fasting at home before leaving to Perlis again. I'm so sad but also happy because still have an opportunity to do that even short of time.

Still, i have friends who face the same problem, so we can share our sadness together. But, what does it matter. Actually, it doesn't matter at all. Whether you with or without your family , you can still feel the Ramadhan gracefully.

Anyway, let's celebrate this holy month together. Share the happiness and the blessing of this days. I hope this Ramadhan will give me hidayah to be better person and forbearance to facing all the upcoming obstacles. Amin.

Happy Ramadhan to all Muslim. Please, forgive all my fault, i really not mean to. For my parents, give your blessing upon me, so i can get through of these coming day during Ramadhan in a peacefulness. I love you all with all my heart.

Just stop hoping and waiting for something not sure. Continue life as before and proceed to new phase of life. Hope someday incarnate again the happiness and enjoyments. Fill with the excitement of facing all the ordeal and gain all this experiences to do better next time.

I'm very exited with my graduation now. My turn is on second session which is start at 2 p.m 15/8/09. Ya, there lots of preparation before this memorable day. At this time also, i can gather with all my friends. Just waiting the big day of my life.

Be honest and tell the truth is the best solution. Don't ever keep in your heart that something you need to tell to. Whether been accepted or otherwise, at least you try and the rest just tawakkal.

Sincere.

I know i can bear myself with all this kind of thing. Lots of enigma* around me recently. But my tenacity still able to control. Next week, i'm starting my precious holidays with family. I hope all this * can be solved and i can start new life and back to old myself.

Easy saying, i'm trying but i'm not hoping. I must trying for something but i'm not hoping to be given my intended requisite. All depends on fate and failure for something not meaning devastation for my life. Life must go on.

Trying to walk to the better future.

Since started this studying, i know i quite diverge from real who i am. Procrastination and laziness become worse. Start from now, i must eliminate this bad kind of attitude. Based on my experience, procrastination and laziness can be eliminate by doing right method and approach.

Procrastination can be caused by several situation. But for me, the main problem are :

• Waiting for the right mood
• Waiting for the right time
• Underestimating the difficulty of the tasks and the time required to complete the tasks that cause last minute kind of work

Like i said in my previous entry, i kinda person who really depend on mood and suitable time. Also, when tasks are given, i often think that i would be able to complete the tast in just short of time. This mean underestimate the task given and in the end very last minutes works. So, you can expect the product from that kind of works. So, right now i'm trying to reduce and maybe to completely avoid this matter. Insyaa Allah.

So, friends out there, i know majority of us face this same problem. So, before this bad of habit steals your opportunities, damages your pride and career or even destroys your relationship, take corrective actions since have an opportunity.

Telah sebulan aku berada di Perlis Darul Sunnah ini menyambung pengajian aku. Ya, aku ditawarkan kursus Kejuruteraan Mikrolelektronik, iaitu sama dengan pengajian aku di peringkat diploma. Seramai 22 orang pelajar classmate aku ditawarkan belajar di UniMAP dalam pelbagai kursus. Majoritinya adalah Mikroelektronik dan selebihnya Kejuruteraan Fotonik dan Elektronik.

Belajar kursus yang sama tidak bermakna aku cekap dalam semua aspek sekarang walaupun subjek semester ini hampir sama silibusnya ketika diploma dulu. Terasa seperti yang asing. Mungkin kerana telah terlalu lama ditinggalkan. Dengan suasana belajar yang baru, setiap kuliah dipenuhi lebih 100 orang pelajar yang mana sesuatu yang baru bagi aku. Ketika diploma, pelajar hanya 31 orang sahaja. So, i need to be more dependent than before.

For this semester also, i has to take risk by not apply PTPTN. Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam (JPA) scholarship has been applied but i do not expect too much on this scholarship because, can you imagine how many student apply for JPA scholarship and number of scholarship offered only around 2000++.

Bersambung.

Pada 28hb June ini kembalilah aku ke negeri Perlis Darul Sunnah, meneruskan lagi pengajian aku peringkat ijazah pertama selama 3 tahun. Perlis sudah menjadi kebiasaan, jadi tidak timbul sebarang masalah untuk kesana.

Suasana baru, rakan-rakan baru akan ku temui walaupun separuh coursemate diploma aku bersama-sama menyambung kos yang sama. Selamat menyambung pelajaran.hahahaha....